~*My patience won't last long*~

Can this fucking stop one day??? I'm so sick of it! Why always me?? What did I do to deserve all this?!
God, if you really exist, I am saying you right now: "this is fucking mean to choose a young girl always to be a target you fucking old fart!".
People stealing my dreams? Whatever, I'm used to it..
I couldn't sleep tonight because I had pain bout which knocks me out 1 or 2 times per year. As I'm joking - get those spasms at least once in your lifetime and you won't be afraid to give a birth anymore.
Noru-chan, you know what I'm talking about. You've saw me in that pain last year.
This time throwing up didn't help me at all. Now my eyes are red but I'm too cutup to go to sleep. After 8 hours of this agony, my mother comes home and tells me that we were being robbed tonight.
My newly repaired PC is gone, my PASSPORT is gone, all other pc's, documents, diplomas even car keys are gone. So next night my stepfather's office cars will be also taken away?
That stupid old watcher didn't notice anything because... SHE WAS SLEEPING WITH HER STUPID HOMELESS CAT.

I just can't take it any longer. I'm sick of bad things happening to me and my family. I don't even know when I'm gonna write my personal statement because I'm one step from burst out crying. But I can't coz my mother's sitting next to me.

I fucking hate Lithuania. I fucking hate it's people. I want to get out of here ASAP or else just die.
My patience is not timeless.

I feel so sorry for my stepfather. Yesterday was his birthday. And today this happens.

I need a person to be next to me but I don't have one.


P.S. - my stepfather knows who robbed his office. But doh our police won't do anything. Like last time when our neighbours robbed our apartment and police did nothing.

*sniff*